January 2010
44 posts
Saturday
Right now on my way to Long Beach from LA visiting my grandpa. Damn, what I’d give to take all that pain away. I’ve never seen him so hopeless. I’ve never seen anybody so hopeless. I really would swap lives and battle it all for him, too bad its not possible. Today, we decided it was okay grandma came to visit. We waited so she wouldn’t panic from the breathing tubes, the...
“Fear is not what’s important, it’s how you deal with it. It would be like asking...”
– James Nachtwey - War Photographer (2001) (via julie911) (via quote-book)
“Life is great. Don’t let circumstances and society fool you into believing it’s...”
– Adabella Radici (via littlemiss) (via jmsc) (via quote-book)
“When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Don’t try to talk another...”
– (via cortniluv) (via inyerpantsbby) (via justsayitalexis)
ICU
Here I am at the icu at kaiser in Los Angeles. I have to say being here is quite overwhelming. Passing by all these rooms of people that may or may not be coming out of their comas. I’m glad my grandpas surgery is over. Its hard to be here watching him struggle for air and tied down with wires attached. I’m just waiting for him to open his eyes. My mom needs to have surgery soon too. I...
“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and...”
– ~ Veronica A. Shoffstall (via gatekeeper)
Honestly.
At this point in my life, I can’t keep everyone happy and I think I can deal with that. I’m NOT superwoman. I CAN’T make everything happen. I CAN’T stop time. I’m being realistic. Some of the tasks I have on my plate CAN’T be fulfilled and I don’t want to waste anybody else’s time with that matter. In my life right now, the only thing I WILL do, is...
lazy day.
“The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.”
– Moulin Rouge! (via xheels-overhead) (via quote-book)
honestly
My life comes first. My family means more. And my boyfriends been a better bestfriend than any. So I don’t really care anymore…
“I think that perhaps my life has not actually been so chaotic, after all. It is...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat Pray Love) (via doublebagel) (via quote-book)
“I believe that we are solely responsible for our choices, and we have to accept...”
– Elisabeth Kubler-Ross (via justbesplendid) (via quote-book)
Rant.
Things I haven’t done, but need to do asap
- take placement test.
- enroll
- Find a new job
- take pharmtech classes.
- Order cap and gown [I hellllaaa lagged] omg.
Seniorosis sucks. Yeah, I said osis. Why? because any dumbshit should know -itis means inflammation and -osis is a disease. I shouldn’t be procrastinating all this shit. I really don’t know why I do… I...
people.
You guys complain too much about your lives, its pretty selfish. All that you tell me, they’re all situations that are your fault. Its nobodys fault that your gf/bf broke up w/you. Its nobodys fault that you procrastinated things you could have avoided, nobodys fault you’re failing a class, nobodys fault you like more than one boy/girl, nobodys fault your friends hate you, nobodys...
“Beauty isn’t just a feeling, it’s that intense and pure elevation of a soul”
– Justin Gaston | Submiitted by: fame-us (via quote-book)
“Soul mate: two little words, one big concept. A belief that someone, somewhere,...”
– Sex and the City (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“If you get between me and the things I love, I will ask you politely to move.
...”
– via: I wrote this for you (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“Girls do not dress for boys. They dress for themselves, and of course, each...”
– ~ BETSEY JOHNSON (via gatekeeper)
It's not about who leaves, its about who stays
gatekeeper:
riskeverythingfearnothing:
It’s not about how hard you hit, it’s about how hard you can get hit It’s not about the mistake, it’s about the lesson It’s not about what you get, it’s about what you give It’s not about making friends, it’s about making family It’s not about how you do it, it’s about how you feel doing it It’s not about yesterday, it’s about today It’s not about making...
“I finally understood what true love meant…love meant that you care for another...”
– Nicholas Sparks (Dear John) (via quote-book)
great.
Sometimes things have to go wrong before they can go right. Sometimes we have to let the wrong people walk out before we allow the right people to walk in. Sometimes we have to feel weak in order to know what it’s like to feel strong. Sometimes you have to be broken to realize you’ll never be shattered. Sometimes you have to “be in like” before you can “be in love”. Sometimes you have to take the...
Survey
I am: really sleepy I love the way: I feel when something’s accomplished. I wish I never: forgave so easily My favorite place to shop is: online My favorite place to hang out is: disneyland. My favorite band is: non-existent. Last time I got in trouble: is out of my memory. My family: is my foundation If you met my Uncle: you’d think he’s funny I get embarrassed when: I say the...